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Will you remember the date you made 10 years ago?  Will you keep your promise though it is out of the question?

I do forget there’s a 10-year date with middle school close friends, though it’s terrible to have an outing with them this Sunday, after the horrible OT after Saturday night, I accepted their invitation without any hesitation.

When I finished my economic law course, I found one SMS in my MP.  It’s from Peng, a good friend in my childhood days and after the municipal moving, we are not neighbours anymore and だんだん(gradually) have less time to contact each other.  It’s amazing to read such an SMS from an old friend!!!  She just asked if I am free this Sunday.

I told her I would have to do OT at Friday night and do OT the whole day at Saturday including night, of course I prefer to stay at home to have a good rest at Sunday.  She then asked if I remember what happened on 1^st July 10 years ago…and I told her, no~~~  Aging as I am, I’m easily to forget something valuable in life, but hard to forget the ways to make a living…

She sent another SMS to tell me that she and another girl, of course including me planned to have a date 10 years later on 1997.7.1, we should meet under the Oriental Pearl TV Tower in Pudong.  My face was red, my heart shocked and then I told her that I really really forgot…But I would keep my promise to have a date with them.  I did not see Peng for more than 5 years and another girl Wei for more than 9 years.  To think about the date, I cannot hide my expectation and be excited at the moment!

My!  How could I sleep tonight!

P.S. Peng told me, we 3 girls made such a date on a morning 10 years ago when we were running.  Sometimes I do think only the young children can do such crazy things bravely.  I did do many crazy things when I were young in age, it’s quite a long time that I totally forget what they are…

Monday            Sunny

A nice day!!!

There’s a very good news.  Niuniu was asked to show up to our office in the morning next Tuesday.  Of course she’ll have an interview.  There’s chance that she’ll work right after her interview.  I’m sure about it.  She’s competent and I wish she could get the chance.

I finished reading textbook of Economic laws last Friday and the whole today, I watched it’s teaching materials in front of my pc.  It’s very boring, especially in the afternoon.  I almost slept and my brain just stopped thinking…Anyway, I’m happy to have settled many problems that upsetted me a lot in the book and I can answer the questions after text.

The weather is cool and it is suitable to study in my small room today.  but I’m afraid that as the temperature is getting warmer and warmer, it would directly influence the effection of my study.  I still could not persuade my stubborn mother to allow me buying an air-condition for myself.  of course I can pay for it by myself, but she just says: no way~~~  T__T 

It would be a miserable summer and I hate summer.  You know the reason why I hate summer now, don’t you?

Sunday          Sunny

Write something special last night.  Received an SMS from Niuniu when I was surfing on the internet.  I asked her to log on MSN to chat with me.  When she logged on, she told me that the 2 accountants in her company and their boss had a meeting in the afternoon.  They were told the bad news: they would be jobless for the boss could not run it any longer.  Niuniu did not see a man crying in front of her, so she was shocked.  It’s rare to experience the special accident, she said, she did not tell her mother the bad news and I asked if she’d like to come to our BC team.  At least she could get a temporary job.  She accepted my suggestion and would update and send her latest resume to my mail box.

Niuniu is very hardworking and kind, but she’s always being around with bad luck.  If I could do something to help my friend out of her difficult position, I’ll try…

Saturday        Sunny

I’m getting busier and busier, not include me myself, I mean all the team members in BC.  It seems like my “Ben Ming” Year if I look those troubles and difficulties coming up to me as normal like last year…  Do not be controlled by your emotions, only those weak guys would be controlled by emotions.  Let me write something down here.  I hope that I could pour all my troubles here and never think about them later on.

My tragedy began with the accident happened in our team: our intern would have to leave our company next week because his teacher would hold a project in Nanjing and asked the senior postgraduate intern to go with him.  The intern accepted the phone and asked for leave, at least a month and we’ll have to find another guy to do his job.

It is very hard to find a part-time in June, for all the college students are in their final exam month and as a part-time occupation, nobody that has certain knowledge to be competent for the job would take it.  And also as the intern’s leaving time is that near, our boss did her decisive decision: to let me stay in the company to work when the others fly to Wuhan to enjoy their 5-day Team Building.

A bit shocked when I got the news from Elsa.  There are 3 team members in BC and everybody has 1/3 probability to be appointed to stay.  My reasons are that why I was chosen?  As the boss did not chat with me and I thought it was that only I can do both daily sales report and daily bank collection report…  Elsa doesn’t know how to do the 2 reports and Winnie doesn’t know how to do the bank collection report.  So I’m the very person to take the very task…  When others are playing happily outside, I’m working harder in the office.  I should have more workload, because the other 2 guys are out, I have to take up all their work… T__T

Actually, I don’t like traveling too much.  At first when I heard we would have a 5-day team building in the faraway Wuhan, I felt both happy and sad.  Just skip the reason of feeling happy, you know, I felt sad because I did not go to any places as far as Wuhan before and did not leave my parent for more than 2 days except my dormitory days in college…

Until I was told to stay, I was not aware that how I want to go.  One of the regions I take responsible in work is Wuhan.  I chat with the colleagues in Wuhan office almost everyday and what’s more, as a person whose local nationality is Wuhan and has never been to her “hometown”, I really want to go there to have a look.  Though I was told that I could get certain amount of compensation for my staying, I just felt angry, sad and a bit unfair…

Anyway, it’s the final decision and nobody could change.  I would have another chance in future. I promise that I would make it happen soon.

Another accident to me is Winnie’s transfer.  I know we could not work together forever, but her leaving frightened me a lot.  She would transfer to another branch of our company and would leave us within a month, I think.  If she left us last year or someday months after, I would wish her a brilliant future.  I would be happy that a friend could face something different in life.  But now her sudden leaving means that Elsa and I would have to do the workload for 4 guys at once for we could not find the new comers to come to our team, which means the general OT everyday and hardworking a lot~~~

An…anyway, chance and challenge live with each other.  Winnie’s transfer means I could have the chance to know more in the fields of my work though tough to handle at such a short period of time.  It’s a challenge, it’s also a good chance and I’ll try my best.

Saturday            Cloudy to rainy

Though it was the last Saturday of the last week of our accounting month, I did not do OT today.  Why?  It’s really a long story to tell…

The SAP system got a serious crash last Thursday, so we did not do much work and in order to compensate the lost Thursday, our big boss required another workday of the week.  So the whole F&A Dept. would have to work at both Saturday and Sunday.  As I do not have much work to do, Elsa told me to only work this Sunday is ok.  It’s really good.  You know, I did not finish my OT work yesterday until it was nine p.m.  It took me 30 minutes to wait for a taxi and another 30 minutes to go home…

It’s really painstaking to be working in F&A Dept.  You can see colleagues in other departments talking and surfing when it is due to be off work time but we are in our rush hour to do our work.  And what’s more, we have to do OT even in national holidays without pay~~~

Anyway, being an accounting clerk means you have to sacrifice some personal time on work.  That’s what work requires.  And then why I still work hard on it?  My character decides I must to be one person like this…  It’s my misery or fortune?

I’m not in good study condition this week.  Every night when I came home, I felt too tired to read any more pages.  So I’m slow in completing my study plan.  Though you know, many guys on BBS thought 2 weeks to finish 4/5 of the book is a miracle…

When I did OT in the office yesterday, I overheard Stella and Ellin’s talk by accident.  Stella said she’s a CGA, as it was too difficult in CPA exam, she gave it up after her taking the exam for 3 years. Ellin also thought CPA exam very difficult.  Their words horrified me a lot.  I saw many guys left their victories of conquering CPA online, but is it really that hard to take?  I’m confused… Anyway, I won’t stop at the beginning. 

Nothing good is easy to get.  I’ll get it through my endless effort.